Phased

yes. I am emotionally stunted (a tiny bit). Just stunted, not emotionless like the many people out there.  That definitely doesn't mean I am inhuman. I am as much human as the small three legged puppy or the cute tiny babies that usually gets all the attention. Yes, one might ask why i have started lamenting without building up a story about it in the first place. I just love to ramble my mind off. As i was saying, I would like to hear warm words time and again from friends who have been around me forever (for whom I have been there, actually there, time and again) when I am sulking crazily. Yes, I sulk a lot these days and as my good friend pointed out I am in the "psycho phase". But a girl definitely likes to get pampered (even me, atleast once a while) So when I say "No, i don't wanna talk about it" You cant just say okay and talk about how happy/unhappy your life is. Or say " you know how your damned life is, its pure shit, so what's the point talking about it". What's even worse "we love you, but your pulling us down with u" Are u even serious :o.  C'mon, these are not exactly comforting. SOMEONE PAMPER ME!
And I dont shout or say anything hurtful when my "friends" speak this way to me. I dont get mad. I just talk about other stuff and get going. What the hell is wrong with me. SOmetimes, this works. Sometimes, I just feel too lonely that there are not enough people who really care about me. They are like just there (hand pointing to a really distant place in space). And that's exactly when I want to be the three legged puppy.